Oh, this was disturbing. I mean that as a compliment! I think one of the scariest bits is how I can't really judge how much of it Sam's okay with and how much he's not okay with ... I can tell that he's uncomfortable and probably wanted to stop at kissing, but beyond that ... what's going through his mind.
Somehow, I still feel for Dean. I doubt I'll ever not be able to feel for Dean, even if he was full-out evil, which he isn't here. I never want to think Dean could do anything to hurt Sam (even though, obviously, anyone could do something to hurt someone they love) so that makes this all the harder to read. Dean loves Sam so much. That's a good thing. But to not be able to read Sam, to be so blind to his possible discomfort? That's not a good thing at all.
I gotta wonder what Dean would think if he ever found out Sam wasn't as into it as Dean was...
I wanted to add, I liked how you explored Dean's sexual encounters prior to what he had with Sam. It added depth and made me think about this Dean's mindset when it came to sex.
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Date: 2011-02-03 01:45 am (UTC)Somehow, I still feel for Dean. I doubt I'll ever not be able to feel for Dean, even if he was full-out evil, which he isn't here. I never want to think Dean could do anything to hurt Sam (even though, obviously, anyone could do something to hurt someone they love) so that makes this all the harder to read. Dean loves Sam so much. That's a good thing. But to not be able to read Sam, to be so blind to his possible discomfort? That's not a good thing at all.
I gotta wonder what Dean would think if he ever found out Sam wasn't as into it as Dean was...
I wanted to add, I liked how you explored Dean's sexual encounters prior to what he had with Sam. It added depth and made me think about this Dean's mindset when it came to sex.