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I know I've written some things that are scary and some things that are kinky, but I'm actually a very nice girl, honest.

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Title: Or So This Kinda Story Goes
Author: mya_rofki
Rating: R
Words: about 2,500
Characters: Sam/Jess UST (Unresolved Sexual Tension), mentions of previous Dean/Sam
Warnings: References to past Dubcon/Underage incest (Dean 17, Sam 13)
Spoilers: None
Summary: Sam and Jess talk about their first times, with varying degrees of truthfulness. Same universe as my hooker!Sam at Stanford story.
Disclaimer: These are not my characters. I'm not making any money off of this.
Author's Note: You should probably read The Knight's a Lady, and the Damsel's on His Knees before you read this one, to get the set-up on why Jess and Sam are living together but not together, together.

( Or So This Kinda Story Goes )

Title: This God You Worship Thirsts for Blood
Author: mya_rofki
Rating: R
Words: about 6,000
Characters: Sam, the Trickster
Warnings: Torture
Spoilers: None
Summary: Sam is a blood sacrifice. The Trickster is an asshole. AU wherein Sam meets the Trickster pre-series.
Disclaimer: These are not my characters. I'm not making any money off of this.
Author's Note: A long time ago, someone posted a prompt at the ohsam h/c meme that included this gorgeous picture. I've been trying to finish a story based on it ever since, and here it finally is.



( This God You Worship Thirsts for Blood )

Title: Ramble on through to a Happier You
Author:mya_rofki
Rating: PG-13
Words: about 4,000
Characters: Sam, Dean, Bobby
Warnings: Bad language, Little bit of blood
Spoilers: Heart
Summary: Set some unspecific time post-Heart. AU. Sam gets attacked by a monster. Then Sam and Dean have to figure out what it was, and how to deal with the consequences.
Disclaimer: These are not my characters. I'm not making any money off of this.
Authors Note: Unbetaed and written fast, so definitely not perfect. (If you see any typos, feel free to point them out. :) Written for my "Supernatural" Angst Bingo Square.







( Ramble on through to a Happier You )

Title: Sincere Friends of Liberty Have Been Rare
Author: mya_rofki
Artist: kingsblkdragon
Beta: charmedstrange1
Word Count: 70,000
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Jensen & Jared friendship, Jared/Richard Speight, Jared/Frederic Lehne, Charles Malik Whitfield, Mark Pellegrino, Misha Collins, Various other SPN guest stars
Disclaimer: I'm not making any money off of this, and I'm aware that these actors don't belong to me.
Warnings: Graphic physical and sexual abuse of a child. Highlight for more specific warnings. Dubcon, Noncon, Nonconsensual breathplay, Nonconsensual watersports, Electric shock, Violence towards a minor
Summary: RPS AU. Jared is a 14-year-old convict with no hope and no future, until the day a man named Mark Pellegrino visits him with a deal. What follows is a balancing act, as Jared struggles to regain his life without destroying himself in the process.





Part One:
Chapter One, Chapter Two, Chapter Three, Chapter Four, Chapter Five

Part Two:
Chapter Six, Chapters Seven & Eight, Chapters Nine & Ten, Chapter Eleven


Author's Notes:

1.) This story is set in an alternate reality where Jared is 14 and Jensen is 23. I've also changed their birthdays, the names of their family members, and where they're from.

2.) I've enabled anon commenting. If you've got some concrit for me, I'd LOVE to hear it. If anyone is brave enough to leave some concrit of my story, and you don't agree with it, please don't attack the person who left it. You may, of course, respectfully disagree or agree with other commentors. Discussion is awesome.

3.) To my artist, kingsblkdragon: You are amazing. Your art has captured so much of this story, from the overarching emotions to the tiniest details. I love it to death, and I only hope my writing lives up to it. Go check it out you guys! Art!

To my beta, charmedstrange1: DOLLFACE, you are awesome! This experience was a positive joy because I had you helping me with it, being so generous with your time, your energy, and your love. This thing is indescribably better because it had the benefit your eagular eyes and your ingenius suggestions. Your enthusiasm kept me going when I was drowning in ennui, and, in all seriousness, I believe I shall ♥ ♥ ♥ U 4 EVA.

4.) I know next to nothing about the legal system. Likewise, law enforcement agencies. Likewise, modern medicine. All facts about these things in this story are quite wrong. Please be prepared to suspend your disbelief, and imagine that this story is set in a world that is similar to, and yet totally different from, our own.
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( Chapter Six )