Oh, thank you so much for this awesome comment. I'm totally taking disturbing as a compliment. :)
I think if you could see inside Sam's head for this, you'd find that he himself doesn't know how much he's okay with. His little-brother blind trust in Dean, plus his inexperience and youth, plus this Dean being pretty fucked up, all lead to him going along with something that makes him uncomfortable, but that he doesn't understand the impact of at all.
I was wondering if people would still feel for Dean, or if I'd made him too unsympathetic for understanding. Dean's definitely not full-out evil. He's not hurting Sam because he enjoys hurting people. But he is getting plenty of enjoyment out of this, and Sam is being hurt by it, and Dean probably could figure out that what he's doing is wrong, if he weren't so swept away by how good sexual contact with Sam makes him feel.
And oh man. Now you've got me thinking about what this Dean would do if he ever was confronted about this. Shit. *makes the sign of the cross to drive away the plot bunnies*
Lastly, thank you so much for mentioning that you liked the Dean/OFC scenes. I came very close to cutting them completely at one point, fearing that people would just find them a waste of time. And maybe some people will. But anyway, at least you and I like em. :D
This comment is amazing, and I'm so grateful for it, because this particular fic had me procrastinating all over the place when it came to posting, I was so nervous about its reception. Thank you so so much for taking the time to give such thoughtful feedback. *♥ ♥ ♥*
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Date: 2011-02-05 02:56 pm (UTC)I think if you could see inside Sam's head for this, you'd find that he himself doesn't know how much he's okay with. His little-brother blind trust in Dean, plus his inexperience and youth, plus this Dean being pretty fucked up, all lead to him going along with something that makes him uncomfortable, but that he doesn't understand the impact of at all.
I was wondering if people would still feel for Dean, or if I'd made him too unsympathetic for understanding. Dean's definitely not full-out evil. He's not hurting Sam because he enjoys hurting people. But he is getting plenty of enjoyment out of this, and Sam is being hurt by it, and Dean probably could figure out that what he's doing is wrong, if he weren't so swept away by how good sexual contact with Sam makes him feel.
And oh man. Now you've got me thinking about what this Dean would do if he ever was confronted about this. Shit. *makes the sign of the cross to drive away the plot bunnies*
Lastly, thank you so much for mentioning that you liked the Dean/OFC scenes. I came very close to cutting them completely at one point, fearing that people would just find them a waste of time. And maybe some people will. But anyway, at least you and I like em. :D
This comment is amazing, and I'm so grateful for it, because this particular fic had me procrastinating all over the place when it came to posting, I was so nervous about its reception. Thank you so so much for taking the time to give such thoughtful feedback. *♥ ♥ ♥*